A journey with my savior
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
This few weeks are not too good and bad...perhaps share the good times first.... Praise God that our cell group together with our soon-to-be spiritual daddy, Leo, went to Eh (as what I usually called when I'm in YFC last year) to listen to Dr Gary's preaching and waiting anxiously for him to minister to us through his powerful phophecy... Praise God that I get to know certain things which has been bothered in my heart for quite some time...I get to know my ministry and get more affirmation frm God...Certain things which he shared, I was quite stunned and find it hard to believe actually...And i must say, his worship is very solid lei...While he prayed for us, he sang songs with prophecy...ao good...God give him such a great gift... :) Praise God... He said that me and my sis is a bright and talented gal...I was kinda stunned coz i would never see myself bright... opps...Despite that I know I'm fearfully and wonderfully made by God...what other good thing happen...Hmm...nothing lo...finish my project le...for adfs and fpr...meaning less work load... :)Dreaded exams...exam coming...recently just bought new year clothes...however, I'm not happy with the new year clothes bought... I rather don have the new year clothes than losing something precious to me...Tired of typing le...Anyway, wana praise soemone frm ps rol tribe...last week at sol1, me and my sister was seated nx to him...and we are supposed to share something significant that happen in our life during this week...and he was alone so we decided to communicate with him lo...then, surprisingly, after lesson, we are supposed to keep our chairs to the side, and he initiated to keep the chairs for us...heex...very gentlemen... :) very good... ya...so, my boyfrene better be a gentlemen...heez...It feels good to be 'served'... that;s the right attitude...so guys, please learn frm him...hahaha... :)I love this song, beautiful lyrics...
Oh heart of mine, why must you stray?
From one so fair you run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame
Oh heart of mine, come back home
You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road
So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are
Oh child of God so dearly loved
And ransomed by the Savior's blood
And called by name, "daughter" and "son"
Wrapped in the robe of righteousness
As the lyrics says, "And He's been there all along, Watching for you down the road...He is watching...He's been there all along...He never LEAVES and never sleeps..so rest assured in his love and presence. His arms are open wide, His name is Jesus, He understands, He is the answer,You are looking for, So come home running... Come home,God says:" My child, come home... Here I am, here I am... "
Will you come back to God to his warmth and comfort that NO ONE can give? Trust him... you will not lose anything, instead you gained...
11:16 PM
Sweet dreams with Jesus by my side
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Heez...My first tested publish photo!! :) Yupx... I'm the gal at the right in case you duno... The pretty gal on my left is Julia.. My Tp frene... :)
Will upload more photo asap de... Yoz.. Peeps...Get ready to see ur face being published on my blog k k!! :)
10:09 PM
Sweet dreams with Jesus by my side
Currently thinking of whether should i join Touch Young Arrow... (ATY)... This sudden decision was thought through since yesterday... I do not know what is the real reason for joining and wad is not... but i thank God that He stop me frm making a harsh decision to join out of certain unacceptable desire... So i told the Lord, if it was ur plan that I should join, Pls give me confirmation...A "yes" frm U Lord, I'll go...If Not, I will not sign up just because I FEEL that I should... Many short comings along the way that could ba a hinderances to signing up... Firstly, I scared I'm not too good to impart skills and knowledge to the kids...Secondly, duno if I really have the desire and could be commited to imparting skills and love to this kids for long-term... Thirdly, wouldn't wana join because I've the accompany of my cell sisters...That wouldn't be fair for the kids....Forthly, I've to be accountable to God and the kids' parents if I ever taught the wrong values...Yet, On the contrary, I would love to be a vessel to be used by God anytime and anywhere, freely mould by God to impart to these kids who needs love and concern for this "seems cruel and cold" world. I want to be something useful...This year 20 years old le...Don do anything useful I duno if I'll regret at a later age then do something for the society...Trying to link up all the bits and pieces of talents God bless me with and the ministry I can do in the future...Yet, Not much clue...Trying to make sense in alot of things..But, this world is not ,making any sense at all.. Just as how God told me... So, what exactly is it?? Kinda impatient... I'm so sorry Lord... Meanwhile, life in school, especially this week is kinda dry and stress up and busy...2 quizes this wk and a mountain of notes to cram into my exausted brain...Dry brain...all brain juice, or rather, all essences are being squeezed out le...Nvm... Let my brain be filled with 'JC water'... :) heez...in case you do not know what is the famous 'JC water' in FCBC... It's Jesus Christ water...heez... :) For those who drink of him shall NOT thirst any longer! :)Well well... Since now i'm in such a mood to type my blog, I shall update you guys with what;s happening in Muar trip that I went during last year dec... :) (heez...though I still have a report due 2mr...eh...but lazy ar...opps...) It was an extreme tremendous outing or rarther my FIRST overseas trip in my life...Can you imagine?? My first!! And yet the most memorable one...Not because of the place I went or any nice scenery that I saw...But the very fact that I can meet God and dwell in his peaceful presence and recieving much healing and breakthrough frm Him... It was truly, awesome! God is sooooooooooooooooo awesome!!! :) Beyond my description... Well...due to time constraint and laziness...I shan't ecplain every single things that I encountered... The most I can say is, He healed me frm car sickness that I used to have since young... I admit that since young, I'll vomit and feel nausea after every ride frm my dad or travelling by public transportation...never fail k...And in sec, I was better...But till one day, the motion sickness was back again...giving me much discomfort...The prob cont till the day I went to Muar...I found out that we need to travel about four and a half hour to Muar...I was like... @_@ !!! ... argh!! I was afraid that I'll vomit out like how our famous Merlion has been doing in Singapore river...hahaha...very "sia shuay" one lei...so i started to plan- "Implementation to inhibit motion sickness.." I decided to buy the motion sickness pill since there is such thing...However, the price is "beautiful"...hahaha...rather ex lo...so not worth it... Den while I was considering, the Lord just spoke to me gently, "can you trust Me that I'' see you through this motion sickness?"... And immeditately, I felt that God doesn't want me to take the pill but simply trust in Him... But out of little faith, I said to myself, "ok, God, I'll NOT buy the pill...I'll buy plums...haha.." :P... but God is good...In His grace and mercy, I didnt felt ANY motion sickness on the THREE days of the trip...Instead, miraculously, I enjoyed the bus ride though there are many bumpy rides...Real bumpy rides...where the gradients of the road journey is really steep... :)Hallelujah!! Praise God... I reali praise you... And furthermore, I felt the more deeper and complete healing from God in my rejections faced since young...All the disappointment frm ppl and the fear of failures and the worries and anxiety and every negative things were bind up by God... Just like a bundle of threads...being bundle up so tightly...And I thought last year were supposed to be the year of Victory yet I didn felt so...But before the last day in Muar during the second night of the worship, The Lord just uses Rong Hui to affirm me of the talents God gave and also told me that I had victory over car sickness... Hallelujah... :) Thanks to Rong Hui for the heart that serve... Praise God! And i enjoyed ur accompany lots too!!Also, specially thanks to Roxanne mummy for praying for me despite she had her own issue to dealt with God...I truly thank you and appreciate your effort for praying for me...I know that the Lord is delighted with you for the obedience... :) I thank God for the healing that God had granted you too!! :) And also thanks to yi zi, my sweet sweet cousin...You are simply so sweet...Thanks for the concerns raise to me throughout the bus journey...I'm simply so touched... :) And thank you that through you, God teaches me alot more about His characters... :) Thanks also to our spiritual Dad, Leo for praying and helping me to recieve much healing as a form of my real daddy and the solid worship (without refering to any scores, maybe one day I should reali be ur "Tu di" in picking up more guitar skills!!).. thanks!! Last but not least, Thank You Chee Chiong (sorry, always unsure the speeling of ur name)... for the great song written that minister to many people...Bless you to continue shine for God and using ur song that Let Holy Spirit touch many broken souls and allowing God to do his tremendous wonders in each and every single individual lives... :) Praise God and i'm happy for the gifting you had...for I see that it can soar great height.. :) I guess, I'll miss our 'happy family' meal le... :) and i must sya that the trip to Muar is an eye-opening one to me! :) Praise God for the opportunity.. :) And I'm so looking forward to the many miracles that is awaiting me! And though I may have been healed by God, I still need to rely on God for better life! :) This year of Sabbath does not promise no worried, but promise REST frm the worried mindset that we can depend on God, trusting His heart because we know his character!! Yeah!!! :D Why m I so naggy today ar...type such a long grandmother story...heez... before I end, share with you guys a beautiful song with the beautiful lyrics that speaks to me in my dowest moment of life (through my lovely er jie) since you guys have been very patient to read through my blog! This is your reward :) --->This song is dedicated to all my beloved ones...my family and all that I know... I treasured you guys! :) [Trust His heart]All things work for our goodThough sometimes we can't see how they couldTroubles that break our hearts in twoSometimes that bind us to the truthOur Father knows what's best for usHis ways are not our ownSo when your pathway goes dimAnd you just can't see HimRemember He's still on the throneGod is too wise to be mistakenGod is too good to be unkindSo when you don't understandWhen you don't see His planTrust His heartHe sees the master planHe holds the future in His handDon't live as those who live no hopeAll our hope is found in HimWe see the present clearlyHe sees the first and lastAnd like a tapestryHe's wearing you and meTo someday be just like HimHe alone is faithful and trueHe alone knows what's best for youNice lyrics right? :) I learned to appreciate beautiful lyrics... :) Lyrics that may seems ordinary to man, but deep within are the love of God , the love that God longs to give His people...All kinds of people...No matter good or bad..For He is love... He just wants to love His creation.. Can you imagine with me? He is opening up His gentle and warm arms welcoming you into His awesome presence and love... :) Jesus Loves you... :)An ordinary gal, extraordinary in God's eyes...Naysa (:
9:00 PM
Sweet dreams with Jesus by my side
Friday, January 18, 2008
Few days ago, I nearly got my right arms burned...Thinking about it ar, i cant imagine what the consequences would be without the Lord's protection on me...Before i share, just wana give thanks to God for his faithfulness for going ahead of me and thank him for allowing me to feel his protection so real and unexpectedly....
The incident happen in my FPQAP lab...That day is a trial lab...And we are supposed to take some samples up to test for microbes using plate count method...Upon reflecting about the incident that day, i reali thk God lo..Coz before that He actuali already sort of protecting me frm serious harm...(My frene turn the intensity of the fire frm the bunsen burner smaller which usually she didn do)...Then I sort of "give myself trouble" by telling her our fire too small...ask her turn higher...(haiz...if i don ...) Well, anyway, i was so engrossed in taking out the food sample and didn realise that I was so close to the bunsen burner (in blue flame some more,meaning the hottest part of the fire). Suddenly, i felt quite intense heat on my arms and when I looked, ohmy goodness!!! My labcoat is burning and with a hole... :O i was so shocked and immediately went to wash off the burned part.
Then, I think what shocked me is that my hands weren't burn or werent pain at all....I was quite astonished...so shocked to the extend that I looked at the teacher, the first word that came out of my mouth is "thank God!! I'm alright..." But the teacher mei liang xin de lo...aft i say le she juz walk off like that without any concerns like that... -_-""stupid teacher...
Anyway, the main point is if without God's protection, I wouldnt be fine sitting here undating my blog! And cant imagine that the nx one sec, my beautiful is ruined...so, in conclusion: HALLELUJAH!! PRAISE GOD!! :)
12:10 AM
Sweet dreams with Jesus by my side
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Jesus is our shield and protect against our enemy...=]..Cute picture i saw online:
My friend, Jesus - He rocks my world =]
10:27 PM
Sweet dreams with Jesus by my side
Friday, January 4, 2008
Yeah 2008! You are finally here le! Year of sabbath = REST !!
year 2007 past by so fast...but good! Frankly speaking, Cant wait to get out of my school soon...heex... well well... today brain monitor shut down le...So i shall update more details next time!
Details like: The long waited photos posted up!
Photos taken and sharing in Muar (last dec 07)
My Year of sabbath
The truth unfolds! :)
Heez...great advertisement ba...but...always got prob w loading pics de..sob sob... K K..good things are meant to be waited! :) Cya!
Yun Yun :)
2:56 AM
Sweet dreams with Jesus by my side