Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Hey there my lovely blog! :) hahaha... Finally get to update my blog again... :) Yupx... recently so busy shaking legs at home dazing... hahaha... Finally I'm out of any exams cum major projects cum assignments stress!! hee hee... now is a time of waiting for my Diploma cert and seeking jobs to enter into the REAL work society... argh...damn broke... reali needed $$$ lots to support my own finances, pay debts, contribute to home expenses and save up for school fees... Of cause not forgetting my wants: feeding my wardrobe with new clothes, change a new spec (since my degree and astigmatism increases le... sob sob.. :'( ... ), do soemthing to my hair before it really look like grass... opps... hahaha... AND most importantly... grap the opportunity to meet up with my frenes!! So miss them and the crappy times... had lost contact with them since all of us so damn busy with our own lives... really miss them lots...
Really had no idea what job I'm gonna work and no idea in which field should I head to... Its like I'm at a cross road, wanting to figure out which direction or paths should I walk... It gets frightening to know that I'm gonna enter into work life... Kinda fearful what lies ahead... Wana further study... Something related to design, (so that I can design graphics and my dream to work in an advertising company) something with music, (to fill my passions for music to the fullest) something with counselling to assist the needy in any way that I could to fulfill God's word in the bible; "to be the light and salt of the world", or maybe teaching? (since I really love to teach) and perhaps something relating to cooking (hee hee... Be one of the famous FEMALE CHEF...) So many options that I wana choose... But yet, so limited choice...as many jobs need certain qualification and working experiences in that field which I don't have... argh...
Sometime I wish I just had the courage to do certain things...but I simply cant... haiz... Oh, last weeks I went to Pasir Ris Escape with Ling and my sis... had great time hanging out with bith lovely ladies... I overcomed the fear of sitting on a 360 degree ride... hahaha... (ok, I consider the ride something that can still be "tolerated")... I screamed my lungs out... hahaha... pity my sis for sitting next to me... hahaha... I was so fearful that I grapped her arms so tightly until the next day it is still kinda painful... Opps... hee hee... Yupx... And I loved go-cart!! very fun... make me feel like getting a driving license... (well... a second thought for that coz I'ma real directory idiot) hahaha... I think I will waste alot of petrol or fuel money on driving in Singapore round and round... hahaha... Yupx..
Okie dokie, let me introduce a super nice song that I really really like alot... Enjoy! :D
Artist: Hillsong
Album: Saviour King
Title: In Your Freedom
I search for You God of strength
I bow to You in my brokenness
No other King could have so humbly come
To save my soul and heal my heart
[Pre-Chorus]
I have nothing more
Than all You offer me
I have nothing else
That's of worth to me
[Chorus]
I love You Lord
You rescued me
You are all I want
You're all I need
I pray to You God of peace
I rest in You my cares released
[Bridge]
In Your freedom I will live
In Your freedom I will live
I offer devotion
I offer devotion
Oh, before I forget, let me do a small advertising... If any of you have job lobang must tell me okie? :) hee hee... God bless... (: