A journey with my savior

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Oh ya... before I log out... One thksgiving for my dearest daddy God. Thank God that the issue, fears and worries that have been crowding my mind have finally been settled. Thank God that I'm so relieved to hear from my doc that I'm okie after going for my medical appointment. Praise God! Hallelujah! (:

Sometimes its pretty scary when God told me that I am His miracles. So afraid that it might be something real tough and difficult with all the sufferings and pains that I have to go through. Especially when you know, there's nothing more you can do than to only long for miracles. And sticking so closely to your saviour and nagging the whole night with prayers. But, what to do? I am still called to fulfil His purposes and be used as an instrument. Argh. I should sound happy that I'm given such priviledge right? But how come its not pretty easy to pull my lips wide and smile.

Gotta allow God to further mould me. Sometime the mind is a tool that Mr Satan likes to heck into, corrupt and spoil thoroughly. Adding more fears and uncertainties. That is the reason why God says, "Guard your heart." Not easy. But I know, assuredly, I have given the key to my heart for God. So, He will help me guard it well. haha. Have you surrender the key to ur heart to Him?

Sometime it takes difficulties to draw us back to Christ. If you have been far from God or have been in difficulties, trying to understand what is going on, predicting and squeezing solutions out of ur mind... I would like to encourage you, Be still.

Be still means: Shut ur mind from thinking ur probs and solutions

Turn to Jesus
Indulge in worship

Long for His presences

Look to His truth (word of God)

SHUT UR MIND: Each day has its enough worries. Why borther to flood more troubles and worries by keep dwelling in the problems and worries? Someone shared before that even the smartest scientist only uses 5% of the brain. So since our brain capacity is limited. Why capped with more unnecessary thoughts? Why not fill 95% of ur brain space with something more meaningful.

Resting ur mind. Not doing yoga k! :P

Turn to Jesus: When someone is troubled, there can only be thoughts from three people. One, yourself, two, God and three, Satan. When you finally blank ur mind, (Yes, absolutely blanking it as though you are day dreaming when attending a boring talk.) you know that at least you have tried ur part to shut ur own thoughts (even though Satan can still make noise). By shutting ur minds, God's voice that seems soft now can be MAGNIFIED. Turning ur focus off ur problems to focusing on Christ brings about a CHANGED IN PERCEPTION and SPIRITUAL REALM.

Dont turn to the wrong way. Turn to Jesus! (:

Indulge in worship: Worship means dethroning Satan and enthroning Christ. When we bring glory to Christ, this pleases God. And faith is the only key to please God. Pleasing God not only brings joy to Christ, but blessings like peace and freedom flow abundantly. I tried before. Worshipping God and truly meditating upon the lyrics really brings peace that is indescribable.

Be free to worship

Long for His presences: Mere worship brings blessings. But our God is a God of how much more. He is provider and a GENEROUS God. He said: "Ask and it will be given. Seek and you will find. Knock and the door will be open." Worship not for the sake of reaching a key of the song. But worship, longing for His presences. Long to dwell in His house. Start entering into His sanctuary of Praise.

Be bold in His presences

Look to His truth (word of God): Knowing God's truth will set us FREE. His truth is the answer to ur problems. The word of God is a lamp and light unto our feet. Guiding and directing our path so that we dont stumble and fall.

Hope this can help you better. Gambatte kudasai. (:

Oh ya, wanna use this chance to thk Kala for inviting us to her dad's 50th birthday. Its such a special time to gather the gals. (: Appreciate lots babe. >.<

Hmm, what else to share? So far like that lo. Oh ya... scratching heads for this year's 21st birthday celebration... But nothing special la. Dun wanna have the same thingy as what the other 21 yrs had. The buffet and chalet.... I wanna have something special and warmth with my lovely gals and loved ones. (:

Oh, talking about this, I rmbed a tinge in my heart! Last few weeks attended the Celebration Ministry Dinner and before the session ends, my church guitarist gave a quiz. The most astonishing thing on that day is the MIST guitar strings! Argh. My eyes are so sticky on the prize. Cant leave a sight off! argh... there goes my strings. My feet and courage just cant cooperate. Its like my butt sticking on my chair. So, I didn rush out and answer. There goes my two guitars at home. broken strings as decoration.

Okie, what else to crap? Yeah. Completed SOL 1 last sun. Finally.... phew. haha.

Was wondering f anyone thinks alike. I think that one of the most tiring thing is to guess what's in another person's mind. And sometime, things which you wanna avoid you cant seems to avoid much. And the things you longed for, may not be what you can achieve. Pretty frustrating huh. But for one thing I know, all that it is, only God can orchestrate and only God is in control.

The next few weeks gotta be only work, work and work. Pray, pray and pray. And of coz, I'm still gonna squeeze in FUN time and REST. Not any kind of rest. But SURRENDER rest.

Okie. ta ta. -.-

2:36 AM
Sweet dreams with Jesus by my side

Hey there!

Its been so long since I last drop my words here. :) Hmm just an update, currently still job hunting for perm jobs. Been assigned to work in CISCO system as a admin staff for about a month. Am feeling grateful to God for the provision. But I know, there's more to come. (:

I'm feeling kinda wierd at this crossroad of life. Its like you know, it comes to a point where you really have to make your decision. No longer the "following life routine" kind of lifestyle, where you know that you have to get to primary school, then secondary, then a JC or Poly. After which get to a Uni study a faculty that you like and stuff.

Sometimes its hard not to use green eyes to look at ur frenes enrolling to Uni. Well... that's life. Have money, you can pursue your dreams. So for me, I'll just wait for my dad in heaven to drop loads of money to me. haha.

Hmm, sounds like I am complaining again. Haha. Okie, better say some good stuff. Finally Rox and Leo is getting married in few weeks time! Time really flies... Very soon we can mess up her new house! Haha. Cant wait to create chaos in her hse. Haha. Opps. Nahx...

Hmm... suddenly brain stucked. Dunno what to fill in. Okie den. I shall end here. Sayonara! :D

2:01 AM
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